Showing posts with label heart. Show all posts
Showing posts with label heart. Show all posts

Monday, March 28, 2011

inability to know

no matter how far i stray, how many different things i learn and experience, i always come back to the human body. something about it makes me stumble around, lurking, leisurely questioning it's ability to function. wonder & awe, really, is what it comes down to. i don't get it. i don't understand it. it makes my heart stop, my throat choke up, and even some version of butterflies in my stomach. it's the inability to know and understand that keeps me wondering.


organ - function - blood flow - muscles - cells - cancer 
it always comes back to cancer & disease - anything foreign within the body - good verses bad.

i get that far, then i get stuck on how to depict a group of cells, and not making it look like a giraffe, a pile of speckled stones, or some smashed blueberries (however, smashed fruit might be a great venture to go on this summer).  but this time, i think i may be on to something:

my lines and patterns were right in front of me the whole time... and i think that they might work. what do you think? it's obviously a rough sketch - the heart is just a shape - but do you think it could become something?
enjoy your monday, 
- k.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

idea verses science

i have this small obsession. 

with the human heart. 

i'm not entirely sure what it is, other than the lines, that keeps me lingering. the very idea that this thing is working inside to keep me alive, and i can feel it, is eerie & whimsical, and actually quite romantic. the creative implications and strings that are woven so tightly, conceptually & design-wise, make my mind wonder and explode with curiosity on how this strange thing works, and better yet, how i can interpret it through my hands, my mediums, my words. i like to read medical books about the heart, because my heart, is making it possible for me to learn about it.... and your heart, is allowing you to read this. a strange cycle and interaction between science, emotion, and the spirit. the idea of the heart verses the science of the heart. 

idea: romantic, painful, joyful, a shape, something that experiences excitement and devastation. the center of us. 

science: an organ which keeps us alive, keeps our blood flowing, regulates us, at the very center of our bodies. 


"My heart aches, and a drowsy numbness pains 
    My sense, as though of hemlock I had drunk, 
Or emptied some dull opiate to the drains 
    One minute past, and Lethe-wards had sunk: 
'Tis not through envy of thy happy lot, 
    But being too happy in thine happiness, - 
        That thou, light-winged Dryad of the trees, 
                In some melodious plot 
    Of beechen green and shadows numberless, 
        Singest of summer in full-throated ease.

..."
- John Keats
Ode to a Nightengale

science verses idea: think about it, 

- k.

Sunday, February 14, 2010

valentines atrium[s]

here's a little love for valentines day.
when i say love, i mean love from the atrium

hope today is great for you
all images © k baergen
-k